In the Middle of a Stupid Streak

Oh Boy, I am seriously in the middle of a stupid streak. Its hard to remember things, hard to find the words that I need to use, hard to spell simple words. What is even harder is at work they know I have Lyme but they don't understand the symptoms that come and go. I made quite a few mistakes Sat at work and was really embarrased about it. I jokingly said to my boss, its the Lyme disease, and she said yeah, sure, in a nice way of course. She is very sweet but so many people don't see you as sick cuz on the outside you look fine (most of the time) well, anyway I do. If I was falling down of slurring words they would understand better.
I am hoping I am not going to eventually lose my job.
I feel bad for my husband as his journey in recovery has been so much harder. He faces the same reactions in the people he meets and he is working his ass off for our family regardless. Hey I try to buy a winning lottery ticket but that just never happens. Oh Well, we all must go on, doing the best we can and dealing with life.