Tuesday, October 8, 2013

October of 2013

Not posting too much here these days. I think that I don't like to remind myself that I have a blog, a lyme story, an ongoing story. I want to feel normal, young, energetic and more. Lyme disease has taken a lot of my health and life but I still fight the fight. I still work Tues-Sat at my floral shop, do what I can at home. I still have to pick and choose what I want to do on my off time, of late? well, its not much of anything. I find myself really tired, I can hear my lyme Dr saying that I should take these supplements to get more energy back. I am so tired of swallowing pills I don't want to unless I am so sick I have to attitude. My husband is so very good at swallowing pills, he can swallow a handful at a time twice a day, not me. I dread it, always have, always will. Anyway, I feel so drained I hate to do anything. My comment was to him this a.m.
I wish we would win the lottery so we could do whatever we wanted to......meaning I was too tired to go to work, do the every day stuff and that I could relax, do my photography, go at my pace instead of the worlds pace. Well, at least my two feet are walking. It could always be worse.

Yes I still have some symptoms but I must say that the both of us are doing extremely well.
Even though I feel exhausted and he is too, we both work a lot, we do a lot, we try a lot, we are not ready yet to give up.